Since I started this blog, I felt like people don't even care about how Julie inspired me to start this. Julie gets comments on her blog, but I don't even think no one is reading mine because the number of views I get increases by only one. I think I am that one.
I've had a lot to say. And I'm starting a chain here. Julie cooked her way through Julia Child's book, and I'm doing something that I like for once and thought Julie or others would notice. Julie got publicity and I get nothing.
Last night I went to bed thinking "why doesn't anyone care about me?" or "what have I done deserve nothing?". Sometimes I feel like closing my account and wishing I haven't read the book or saw the movie. I feel that all this was meant for nothing if no one is even glancing at it.
And if I can't even find the right kind of job for me, then I feel like I should look for entry-level jobs.
I was also working very hard to finish the book before I saw the movie on Saturday. I was not eating breakfast, I skipped dinner on Friday, and around Friday night, I found myself waking up with the book resting open on my chest and finished it on Saturday. I even listed all the people who inspired me to start this blog and Julie wasn't even the only one. And even some of the people I thanked, aren't even reading it.
Please let there be at least a few comments on each post. I want at least two or three people to care about me.
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Hey Cary- I think this is so cool. I am sorry it feels as if no one reads it. I never really started a blog because I was sure no one wanted to read what I have to say, but what you have to say is very interesting. I will conitnue to read and share with my friends. I can't wait to hear what you thought of the movie.
ReplyDeleteHave a great day!
Rebekah