A side of me no one has ever seen

I went to a party of a woman who my brother and sister-in-law rented a house from. And I've been 21 for a little over two months now. I remember last summer, I had two margaritas and my incredible and funny sister-in-law claimed I was drunk after tripping on the sidewalk.

But today I went to the party and kind of treated myself to a strawberry margarita. It was tasty and tangy and I kind of limited myself to one. But I couldn't resist getting another glass. So that was two. And after a while, I was holding the urge to get another one. Later, my sister-in-law, Gina, offered me to taste a wine cooler. And it was a berry one. I kept taking tastes of Gina's wine cooler and it was sweeter than the margarita.

Obviously I didn't even get drunk. I didn't drink enough. Just three small glasses of a strawberry margarita and half a bottle of a wine cooler. I got so into the drinking alcohol and I wish I want to do it again, but I also kind of want to stay the same kind of person who doesn't drink even after the age of 21.